Ellen DeGeneres is mourning the loss of the tWitch boss’ death just before Christmas.
Speaking in a new video posted on her Instagram, the 64-year-old admitted that she is still in shock over her partner’s sudden death.
The TWitch boss committed suicide earlier this month.
“Hey everyone, I just wanted to say that the last 11 days have been really hard for everyone,” Ellen began in her video.
“Everybody’s in pain and trying to make sense of it — we’ll never make sense of it.”
The comedian continued, “And the holidays are hard, I think, anyway, but I think the best thing we can do to honor tWitch is to laugh, hug each other, and game. Playing and dancing and singing. That’s how we honor him… we do the things he loved to do.
“I know it’s not a happy holiday, but he was pure light as everyone in the comments said, if you knew him you knew, if you didn’t you saw him,” He concluded.